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So I graduated, but I can't even enjoy it because my mom has been acting so weird. She's been giving me the cold shoulder, basically called me fat in my dress, and didn't even congratulate me. She's been acting like that towards me since I graduated. She hasn't been talking to me, she's been actively ignoring me and my brother F and acted all funky when i got invited to a graduation dinner with my friends. I've been avoiding her and focusing on this one more little class I have to take that my adviser told me to do.

I come home to being told that I have an attitude and if I want to stay in the house then I have to get rid of it.

I haven't talked to her in ages. She's the one who's been acting weird towards me and yet I have the attitude. I'm worried cause she told my brother F that and he hasn't graduated yet. It feels like we're being punished for going to college and I can't take it anymore.

I do have a plan with a friend in Utah to move there and get a job and everything cause right now I'm not sure how long I have here since she's been making up stories about me and my brother when we don't do anything. She accuses me of always being away when I barely can leave. She's been using me as her emotional punching bag since I was 13 and I can't do it anymore.

Currently I don't have a job since she won't drive me and gets mad when I get a job interview so in a few days I'm going to hold a prompt and editing call. I'm only able to do drabbles at this moment but I can edit anything original for some donations and will get a Patreon set up as well. I have to get some money going since I don't know what's going to happen.

I'm letting everyone know because I will NOT be made into the bad person. Not anymore.

So if anyone could help me with that I'd appreciate it.

Thanks for your support.

I appreciate it because I have to get out before my family tries to guilt me into staying again. I know that if I do all the progress I made will go away and I'll have to start over again. I don't want to do that and I have to get things ready now in case something happens in the future.

Once again thanks.

Date: 2016-05-16 10:49 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] bookblather
*hugs so, so much* I think you are really smart to have a plan, and really brave.


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