Writing Dilemma

[blossomdreams]

Before I go on my writing rant I want to say hello to my new friend. Hello cynaga thanks for the add. I hope you don't mind the madness in my journal. Oh on another note I'm very proud of myself I finished my first mini bang. Hurray! It was for xxxholic and I'm very proud of the fic. I got good reviews and even a beta. Awesome ^^ I was very nervous because CLAMP is a fandom close to my heart. I try my hardest not to change the characters too much when I write a fic. I couldn't read the fic if I did so knowing I kept Watanuki and Doumeki IC makes me very happy. ^^

I even finished another chapter of my Naruto story Therapy featuring my favorite crack pairing Neji/Ibiki. Yes I adore that pairing because I feel that both Neji and Ibiki doesn't receive that much love in Naruto fandom. So if I'm able to appease both the fanbases in one go that makes me happy. I know it's not a popular pairing, but I love it. I got into it after reading a one shot one day on Aff.net. I loved it and wanted to write one on my own. I found another one shot with these two and it made my love for the pairing grow. I know many people probably don't like the pairing because Ibiki isn't pretty or the age difference, but I do. I love crack pairings though.

Now on to my dilemma. In my mind there's another idea for Luffy and Crocodile. I already finished another Luffy/Crocodile request on the One Piece fanfor all that was fun. I want to post it, but I feel I can only do it on Aff.net and LJ. I think it's too hot for ff.net. It's Luffy/Crocodile plus ice cream very nice ^^. I have another one started on the fanfor all as well. It's a serious one with Crocodile helping Luffy get over his brother's death. (sniffs) Oh Ace...I'll be strong. Now that I have finished my chapter for my Naruto story and two One Piece drabbles the need to write another smutty Luffy/Crocodile fic is becoming prominent. 

I want to write another one, but I don't know what to write it about. That's my dilemma. Part of me wants to go the AU route. I want to make Teacher!Crocodile and Student!Luffy then the idea to make an AU where Crocodile and Luffy are both lords in the rich part of East Blue and they meet. Then I have Doctor!Crocodile and Nurse!Luffy in my head as well. I'm a sucker for both of them in glasses. The only problem is I don't know what to write!

Do I go with my first instinct and write the AU?

Do I try to write another in cannon fic when the need to write an AU is eating away at me?

Not to mention I want to write more of my original stories, but I don't know which one to pick.

Adam from my fantasy story is talking along with Helen and Nate from my other original story. Then school is coming soon and I have a whole list of anxieties brewing from the change in my home life that I'm still going through. Zoro wants another drabble, Neji and Ibiki wants another chapter, Luffy and Crocodile wants another story, Kyouya and Mori from Ouran Host Club wants their OC story, Kakashi and Iruka wants another lemon, then Gaara started talking a couple of days ago. So of course both Lee and Naruto have joined him. Now Harry and Draco want me to finish the two shot I started with them.

(sighs) Why do I have so many pushy guys in my head?

The girls are no better. Ayumi and Juni from my fantasy story are talking. Along with my female OCs, Hinata, Anko, Temari, Rukia, Nami, Robin, Hancock, Perona, Toph, and other girls I like in fandom. Why are all my muses working against me?

I wish I knew which one I wanted to write. Though the School AU and Hospital AU sounds better every time I think about it.

Oh on manga news I've been reading KHR (Katekyo Hitman Reborn) lately. My friend has told me about it and I decided to read it. Wow I just started, but it's not bad. I already have my characters that I like Yamamoto, Hibari, Dino (he's so cute in my eyes), Gokudera, and many more. It's only a matter of time before the fics start appearing. >< (shakes head)

Besides ideas fueling my head I had a good day today. I got my mom to relax, had fun with my family, and joked around with them. That's always great. ^^

Well I'll see what the day will bring fic wise. Still Crocodile as a doctor with glasses is so hot...

Here I go again ><