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Writing wise I'm working on a bunch of original stuff including a Victorian romance story for this contest on Jukepop that's currently eating my brain because I'm always on the paranormal side of romance, but it's been pretty fun. I have Marvel ideas and joined the Marvel Bang, trying to keep up with my blog, and I still need to get everything set up. *sighs* But I am trying to make it so yeah!

Hope everything is well with you guys ^_^

I feel like I update my DW so randomly lol. Hello! I'm doing alright just trying not to let my depression or anxiety get me down! Now this might be a bit TMI, but my moods change more when Aunt Flo comes knocking. Next time I go to the doctor I need to talk to them about that because when Aunt Flo leaves I'm fine again. It's weird, but anyway I'm fine just trying to graduate and it feels like it's taking forever. I know, I know I shouldn't be complaining because I have been lucky, but I'm so ready to graduate omg.

Hey! Hey! Look what I've been writing:

Sam rubbed the back of his neck while Ed bounced on the heels. He waited for Ed to talk, but Ed looked around at the faeries flying around and didn’t look over at him. It was rare to see Ed so quiet, then again Sam felt talkative for once. Sam stepped closer to Ed who looked up at him with a sheepish smile. He cleared his throat as he stopped bouncing and placed his hands in his pockets.

It's happening! I've taken thirty minutes to write a little bit each day and it's working very well for me. So yeah expect to see these two acting all shy and cute with each other. :D

So, until I find a job with benefits I'm doing some freelancing, but I have to get my butt in gear. I do wish I could work someone else from home though. My home is still a source of stress so I would love to leave for a while. My brothers are great. Let's not talk about my mom...

I've been on tumblr too and I'm just amazed at how people can find the time to argue. I barely have enough time to do the things that I do, so I don't know how they can do it.

I'm going to be 26 in 3 months OMG ><

The only request I've made to my family when I graduate is to take me to the casino so I can have two drinks and some bread that's it really. That's all I want and I'm going to make it happen.

Let's see besides school I'm doing good. ^^

Oh and I'm sorry about slacking about the RP. I wanted to add more people too. ><

That's all for now!

Hello everyone! I'm still here and slogging through school, but with my last year coming to an end I'm trying to hang in there for the final stretch.

My bestie likes St. Louis. She tells me about all the things that are there and I couldn't be happier that she's enjoying herself. I still miss her so much though. :(

Still writing! Except I got back into RPing recently and I'm having a ball! So many times I'm trying to finish a thread or two or three lol.

I'm trying to find the right color for Amy/Jasmine (I haven't forgotten about them) and trying to work the piece out to something I like. I don't know if I should show them just meeting, first dating, admiring from afar bleh. I'm sure I'll figure something out.

Also I got back into my blog and serial fiction. The story is still set in the Pleasant Surprise universe and in this one we get to see where Eva, Antonio's daughter, is living. She's not the main character, but she's an important one. I'm aiming for an October reboot of my story, which I hope anxiety won't squash for me.

Let's see, I may have a car soon, well a second car in the family that I can drive. XD So that's always good!

Oh and I saw this meme and shamelessly stole it from bookblather hope that's okay!

Here are some WiPs I have:

1. Claire frowned when she tried to go back to sleep, but her alarm clock wouldn’t stop. She grumbled under her breath as she called up a shadow to shut it off for her. She couldn’t remember the last time she did something without calling a shadow up to do it for her.

2. Seth pouted as he tugged at his pajamas shirt. “But I want to stay up.”

3. She overslept, almost missed a meeting in the hospital, had an Ice Demon try to freeze her, and the neighbor’s cat wouldn’t stop following her. On top of that, she lost against her rival in the current round of an online game. She sighed and wondered if anything worse could happen.

4. Susie wanted to get mad at the werewolves involved in the raid, until she found one burying villagers.

5. Albert forgot that Rumond was a small town. He pulled out his badge and kept his staff key close by. When he continued to get the same bewildered looks, Albert looked down at his stared down at the Victorian style outfit with the gloves.

6. Christophe smiled and wrapped his arms around Albert. “I’m so happy! We’re going to be parents!”

7. It wasn’t that she didn’t love, she’d rather show it in private. Michelle had someone in mind, but he was the son of her dad’s rival. She didn’t want to cause a fight or something worse.

8. Claire would give a polite smile and grip Seth’s hand as the survivors of Axel’s troop talked about Axel’s bravery. She just hoped she wouldn’t cry quite as hard this year.

9. He looked down ready to burn what had his leg, until he heard Adam and Kia go, “No Seth don’t! Uncle Al is cool!”

10. She expected a strained smile at least not a friendly one or one so pretty. Amy pushed that thought away as she readied her notebook and took her order.

That's the tip of the iceberg right there lol. Hope everyone is doing alright!

Since RL is being sucky right now it's time to update the list!

• Stay Calm (Pretty much Sam coming out to his sister who is trying to tell him to calm down about Ed) Finished and posted!
• Story of Sam and Ed's first kiss (Because it will be so cute omg ><) (Coming next)
• Sex is not the enemy prompt (Don't know if I want to do Bernard/Alene or Helen/Nate still deciding) I um missed the date ><
• Bitter Claire story (She's pretty bitter and trying to work on it) (Coming up soon)
• Story that introduces Axel and Claire's families (I've worked out the families now to write them) (Coming up really soon)
• Bernard/Alene fluff (because reasons and fluff and these two) (Coming soon)
• Meta thing (I don't know if I should start out with characters or the overall concept of Pleasant Surprise. Ahh too many ideas!)

For the future: After I finish Dove Grey I'm gonna work on Lust and it's pretty much gonna be Bernard/Alene having lots of sexy times with each other and other people. I'll probably add other characters too and work in that threesome. I haven't written smut in a while and I think I'm way overdue.

Since I'm trying to fight the urge of not going to class this week I started clicking around DW because I want to be more active on here. Anyway I saw queer_bigbang and it's something I've been interesting in and I never did before. I would like to do a big bang on DW, but then I think about if I have the time. Really it's an excuse for me to either write Sam/Ed fic (these two, I swear) something about Albert, Colette, or the changes of partners in the demon community. Ahh so much!

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So far thanks to school I'm close to having a small breakdown. (Yay?) I know I'm almost there, but I'm just so tired and I want to graduate. Then again I'm not looking forward to slogging through the job pool. My plan is to freelance my butt off while job searching and hopefully I won't pass out. Ugh can't I get a degree on drinking wine?

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Trying to plan an original novel, but I don't know if I should follow suggestions of writing a trashy book and making fast cash or keeping my soul and writing a book about two people falling in love, but they work their problems out and make adjustments like Bernard and Alene. Still deciding about that one.

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Set up my loom last night! Can't wait to use it! Also it's awesome to see my youngest brother working with Legos again. He looks really happy and I'm glad to see that. :)

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Someone tell me making Sims of Sam and Ed is bad. It's bad, right? Like I would make them and then they would adopt like three kids because you can do that in the Sims and then they would get a dog and it would be just so cute and SOMEONE TELL ME THIS IS WRONG! lol

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In my psych class I have planned out both Axel and Claire's families that will make an appearance in the near future. Still don't know if I should put Daisuke or Claire together or have Claire find someone new because there's a bunch of back story of them and stuff and ahh confusing.

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I do need to write that next chapter of my serial soon and also pick up a bag of pretzels because they calm me down for some reason when I eat them. Well time to get ready for class. ><