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This is going to be long so I'm going to put it behind a cut!

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Writing wise I'm working on a bunch of original stuff including a Victorian romance story for this contest on Jukepop that's currently eating my brain because I'm always on the paranormal side of romance, but it's been pretty fun. I have Marvel ideas and joined the Marvel Bang, trying to keep up with my blog, and I still need to get everything set up. *sighs* But I am trying to make it so yeah!

Hope everything is well with you guys ^_^

Man I can't believe it's already 2015 where did the time go?

Sorry I haven't been on here a lot I've gotten into the world of RPing and since I RP on DW I'm on here, but not on this journal. I watch and read everything though not on my journal. So a couple of things have happened this year even though I don't really remember alot here is a summary of the year!

Good things:
-I got off my butt and finally RP again after so long and I'm having so much fun!
-My couple finally happened in Naruto. Quick history I've followed the series since the beginning and I've shipped this couple since the beginning and I never thought it would happen and it did! I'm so happy I'm through the moon!

-I lost my writing confidence for a while, but I finally found it. It's one of the reasons I haven't posted anything in a while.

-I worked through my nerves and published a story on this site called JukePop Serials. I asked my uncle for help and found out that my family is supported and all I had to do was tell them. The story is here and it's called New Home it's a paranormal romance story set in my hometown of Detroit. My characters from Pleasant Surprise will be there because I felt it was easier to use Detroit and Michigan as the landscape for an urban fantasy story. I guess it would be urban fantasy. Well check it out! If you'd like :)

-GOT MY LICENSE HELL YES!!

-Changed my major and felt better that I made a decision based on my mental health and it turned out alright.

-Flirted for a while and while it didn't work out in the end I'm happy that I was able to figure out what I want in a person.

Alright those are some good things of course, there's always bad things too.

-Things are still stagnant at home.

-Still seen as a 15 year old instead of 25

-Had to change majors after being in education for over four years, so annoying, but helpful

-Was promised that I would receive help getting a car and it never happened.

-Almost dropped out of school like for real

-Almost fell back into my depression and stopped writing for a while

-Almost made a bad decision, but stopped myself from doing it

So all in all 2014 wasn't that bad. I do have some goals for the future though!

-Write more in all my worlds

-More Sam and Ed (I've missed my boys)

-Make either Tsukino/Kazu or Helen/Nate a serial and flesh out their main story a bit more

-Start doing prompt calls. If I started would anyone be interested in that?

-Look for a summer job because I need one.

-Keep writing

-Try to be a better friend online and RL

-Visit bestie in St. Louis

-Start dating (I finally think I'm cute and interesting enough)

-Read more

-Take better care of myself.

Woo that was long, but for anyone that kept up I'm glad you did! Alright I'll try to post on here more when I'm not in a sea of RP tags lol.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I hope this year is awesome for you because you deserve it!

Even though I have a bunch of stuff to write and finish my brain convinced me it's a good idea to write a story about a diner with lesbians falling in love while one is an artist and the other loves science. Did I mention that in my head they're interracial as well?

Thanks brain for giving me probably a new canon or a human spin off to Pleasant Surprise.

So yeah that's um coming soon XD

It's been a while since I wrote something. I can thank that to my anxiety hitting the roof for a couple of days, but I'm doing pretty good. I've stopped drinking a bunch of coffee, stress eating, and pulling out my hair. My hair is growing back! Woo!

-I do need to write something I miss everyone and I have such awesome ideas too.

-Still job searching and it sucks, but I made some connections the other day so that was awesome.

-Trying not to close myself off here and RL. That's another reason why I haven't posted much on here. I want to ask for prompts, but I don't want them to pile up on the other things I have. I will ask anything you would want to see and I'll get to it.

-Job searching sucks, sucks so bad!

-My birthday is in 14 days and I'm half excited because I made it to 25 and half dreading it because I'm 25 and no job yet. Ugh, but it's gonna be my birthday soon and I love it. It's my one day to act selfish and I take it. ^^

-One day I will be able to watch a movie without having to hear someone twice my age cringe and go "Eww" when a gay or lesbian couple kiss. That will happen one day.

-That's all for now. :)

My meta on Pleasant Surprise is posted in the rainbowlounge! I hope I could do that and if not, I'll post it here. So happy I finished it that I already have another one planned. XD These are really fun to write.

Now I can get back to archiving and using my spreadsheets. OMG why didn't I use that sooner!

Next is revising a fanfic chapter, writing an article, getting my blog back on track, and a chapter of my serial while thinking of a new one.

Oh yeah job searching is in there because I like money.

Really happy I did it!

So while I try not to fret about my essay (I'm at the point where I write essays and hope it sounds good) I am free for a while! Now I can go back to archiving. I'm trying not to write anything new until I archive everything currently. OMG I'm still amazed that I wrote so much and that I didn't quit like I usually do so woo!

Still though *flops over* omg so much!

Oh yes I finally had time to start the meta for Pleasant Surprise! It's a rambly mess right now lol, but it will be finished soon. :) FYI I'm gonna be talking about anime, 80s music, and there will be a mentioned of games and fantasy books. Everyone likes that y/y? Yes.

Before I mentioned the current to do list attention Sam and Ed. You will get your stories soon! Gosh! I know you two want to hook up and have relationships and cute AU where you're college roommates that fall in love, but give me some time! Can you believe these two? They're as bad as Bernard and Alene. Speaking of which I was on TV Tropes (not wasting time mind you) and I found some tropes I think fits Bernard pretty well what do you all think?

Bernard: -Adorkable Dad
-Papa Bear
-Happily Married: (With Alene of course)
-Babies Ever After
-Badass Family (One of his sister is a mad scientist)
-Adult Fear (When his children was kidnapped, Axel's death, Albert almost drowning, and er others)
-You are not alone (How many of his friendships start)
-Chronic Hero Syndrome
-Delinquent (He wasn't the best behaved child in school)

I think that's enough for now or I'm going to do a whole thing on his character. XD

Current to do list:
-Pass this awful semester in school
-Archive
-Meta
-Smut

:D