blossomdreams

Excuse me for being the girl you didn't want. I can't help that I wasn't born a boy and that you have to compete with me constantly despite being my MOM, but since you want to be that way then fine. Your plan backfired anyway since me and my brothers are really cool with each other. If you need anything better go tell your youngest son because I'm not doing anything.

When I went to get my license I had to go through shit for 7 years I got it when I turned 23 that year. Now she's going on about getting some man to carry me around instead when I worked my butt off getting the damn thing. So yeah I asked if I shouldn't have gotten it or not. Then she gets mad well I don't care. How do you expect me to be when you keep telling me to find a man to basically be my babysitter?

So yeah I find it shitty and unfair that I had to go through so much, but my brothers don't. She encourages them to get their license while she did nothing, but bitch at me and told me to give up at one point. So yeah I'm asking why there's a difference. I wish she would just tell me she wanted me to be a boy so we can move the hell on with our lives.

I'll never understand why she always get so angry about this. She complains about having to drives us around, but gets mad when we want to do it.

Ugh. Can't wait, until I move out. It will be like watching a star deflate.

Heads up long post ahead

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How much my family knows it hurts me when they don't listen to me, tell me they really don't care after I explain something, sing while I'm trying to talk, act like they can't hear me (my mom swears she has this hearing problem, but she can hear me when I don't want to do something), and forget what I tell them after I've explained it tons of times.

Yet, I have to listen to them and if I don't then there's something wrong with me or I get snapped at or called such I'm an awful person because of it.

Then they wonder why I've stopped talking to them and have focused on trying to get out for grad school. It might be scary, but I think I can do it.

I just get tired of expecting to listen to others when no one wants to listen to me.

Except my grandma and uncles, they're one of the few reasons I haven't done anything drastic. :/

Let's just say that RL is not being very nice to me or my family so positive vibes and thoughts are welcomed. Or anything fluffy really of my characters, your characters, fanfics, anything.

I'll explain in time, but I would really appreciate it.

Thanks

<3

Stolen from bookblather  (hope that's alright!)

Give me a character, and I will tell you:

1. three random pieces of personal canon about them;

2. three bits of trivia about their sexuality: practices, preferences, experiences, fantasies, kinks, etc.

This looks like fun ^^

There's this guy on this group I'm in on facebook that talks about anime and I accpeted his friend request because we have a friend in common and I've been talking with this guy and I think he's flirting with me! We're talking about One Piece an anime we both enjoy and he's calling me pretty and I'm all ^///^ and he likes games too and I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENING BUT I THINK I'M FLIRTING AND FOUND SOMEONE WHO LIKES ANIME LIKE ME!

*heavy breathing*

Send help! Can't breathe!

Hello everyone! I'm still here and slogging through school, but with my last year coming to an end I'm trying to hang in there for the final stretch.

My bestie likes St. Louis. She tells me about all the things that are there and I couldn't be happier that she's enjoying herself. I still miss her so much though. :(

Still writing! Except I got back into RPing recently and I'm having a ball! So many times I'm trying to finish a thread or two or three lol.

I'm trying to find the right color for Amy/Jasmine (I haven't forgotten about them) and trying to work the piece out to something I like. I don't know if I should show them just meeting, first dating, admiring from afar bleh. I'm sure I'll figure something out.

Also I got back into my blog and serial fiction. The story is still set in the Pleasant Surprise universe and in this one we get to see where Eva, Antonio's daughter, is living. She's not the main character, but she's an important one. I'm aiming for an October reboot of my story, which I hope anxiety won't squash for me.

Let's see, I may have a car soon, well a second car in the family that I can drive. XD So that's always good!

Oh and I saw this meme and shamelessly stole it from bookblather hope that's okay!

Here are some WiPs I have:

1. Claire frowned when she tried to go back to sleep, but her alarm clock wouldn’t stop. She grumbled under her breath as she called up a shadow to shut it off for her. She couldn’t remember the last time she did something without calling a shadow up to do it for her.

2. Seth pouted as he tugged at his pajamas shirt. “But I want to stay up.”

3. She overslept, almost missed a meeting in the hospital, had an Ice Demon try to freeze her, and the neighbor’s cat wouldn’t stop following her. On top of that, she lost against her rival in the current round of an online game. She sighed and wondered if anything worse could happen.

4. Susie wanted to get mad at the werewolves involved in the raid, until she found one burying villagers.

5. Albert forgot that Rumond was a small town. He pulled out his badge and kept his staff key close by. When he continued to get the same bewildered looks, Albert looked down at his stared down at the Victorian style outfit with the gloves.

6. Christophe smiled and wrapped his arms around Albert. “I’m so happy! We’re going to be parents!”

7. It wasn’t that she didn’t love, she’d rather show it in private. Michelle had someone in mind, but he was the son of her dad’s rival. She didn’t want to cause a fight or something worse.

8. Claire would give a polite smile and grip Seth’s hand as the survivors of Axel’s troop talked about Axel’s bravery. She just hoped she wouldn’t cry quite as hard this year.

9. He looked down ready to burn what had his leg, until he heard Adam and Kia go, “No Seth don’t! Uncle Al is cool!”

10. She expected a strained smile at least not a friendly one or one so pretty. Amy pushed that thought away as she readied her notebook and took her order.

That's the tip of the iceberg right there lol. Hope everyone is doing alright!

Even though I have a bunch of stuff to write and finish my brain convinced me it's a good idea to write a story about a diner with lesbians falling in love while one is an artist and the other loves science. Did I mention that in my head they're interracial as well?

Thanks brain for giving me probably a new canon or a human spin off to Pleasant Surprise.

So yeah that's um coming soon XD