My Day

[blossomdreams]

Today was a pretty lazy day for me. I think it's because I had a lot of fun at my grandparents' house yesterday. It was great being able to talk about Harry Potter with people who are actually interested in it. My uncles are so cool. They ask me questions all the time about Japanese (the language), Harry Potter, any shoujo series (since I'm the only shoujo fan amongst the shounen fans in my family. I like shounen as well, but I'm alone on the shoujo front lol.) and pretty much anything cute because I would have it haha. It felt great being at a place where I'm not walking on eggshells or have to listen to my voice to make sure it doesn't hurt anyone's feelings. It's not like that with my siblings, but my parents is a different story. Ugh I also didn't have to repress any anger either. My home life has changed in the past couple of months resulting in me having to suppress alot of my anger. Though the result of this is having alot of weird headaches and feelings through my head. I think I should either a) let it out when I can or b) write more stuff. The funniest thing is whenever I get mad I get the best ideas for my more adult scenes lol. I don't know why, but I do. After writing a yaoi where my two guys are exhausted I feel so much better because I got out my feelings and they got to have a good time. I'm unique like that. haha

Well today I did nothing really, but beta, read fics, and go on tv tropes. I love going on that site it's great. It's really great for someone like me who sees most of her shows with slash vision. I even discovered another fandom while on there. I never would have thought Drake and Josh had so many slashy things in it. Then when I think about it when that show came out I wasn't really into slash then as I am now. Now after reading an awesome essay I found has open my eyes to another fandom. Ahh what you can accomplish while bullcrapping on the internet. haha Tomorrow I'm going to try not to be so lazy and working on more writing projects. I need to finish the next chapter of Therapy, Strawhat kids, and Research. Not to mention my fic for the holicminibang which I'm almost finished with. Then finish this beta for my very good friend. Then look over some meme requests because I do need to finish that Crocodile/Luffy one. That is if other plot bunnies will leave me alone. ><

I really want to write my first Harry Potter fic. I started one when I was in high school, but I hid it when there were threats about throwing it out. Yes I'm not joking, but now I want to write it again. Only problem I can only remember bit and pieces. I know I had Harry living out in the outskirts of this town. He had a letter from Dumbledore and one from Draco. He couldn't believe it was from him. When he was younger he thought it was fake. He realized when he was older that Draco meant everything he said in the letter. Harry doesn't really like the publicity that follows him so he lives away from the city only keeping contact with Ron, Hermione, and his other friends. Then while he was reading Draco's letter again he hears a thump on his doorstep. He's ready to face it whatever danger might be there until he opens the door revealing a passed out Draco. A shocked Harry picks him up and carries him to his extra room. He calls Emily an OC I put in, but she's only his friend the story is Harry/Draco don't worry. ^^

Emily is a mediwitch he befriended during the war that he trusts won't say anything about Draco being at his house. She checks him, but while she's talking to Harry Draco is resting upstairs he has a nightmare that causes his magic to go wild. Harry and Emily rush to the room while avoiding different items along the way. Draco calms down once Harry grabs him and pulls him into his lap. Draco calms down, but he doesn't wake up. That's all I remember I know I had more, but I can't remember. :( 

I think I'm going to try and write it again. I'm a big Harry Potter fan, but I haven't written anything for it. Except my lost story I hate that it's gone.Oh well no use crying over it. I guess I'll just rewrite it again. It'll give me something to do, but I need to think about it for awhile. Not to mention my Ouran fic and my old Digimon fic as well. Darn plot bunnies :s

I made lasagna for the first time today. I don't know how it tastes yet, but I hope it's good. I made another mistake even though I fully cooked the noodles and the sauce and whatnot, but whatever. I did it and I'm happy. I should go taste it now I'll probably read and write some more after I eat and before I go to bed. Oh and cookies to anyone who read this long post. ^^