I wish...

How much my family knows it hurts me when they don't listen to me, tell me they really don't care after I explain something, sing while I'm trying to talk, act like they can't hear me (my mom swears she has this hearing problem, but she can hear me when I don't want to do something), and forget what I tell them after I've explained it tons of times.

Yet, I have to listen to them and if I don't then there's something wrong with me or I get snapped at or called such I'm an awful person because of it.

Then they wonder why I've stopped talking to them and have focused on trying to get out for grad school. It might be scary, but I think I can do it.

I just get tired of expecting to listen to others when no one wants to listen to me.

Except my grandma and uncles, they're one of the few reasons I haven't done anything drastic. :/