I wish...

Jun. 10th, 2015 04:43 pm
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How much my family knows it hurts me when they don't listen to me, tell me they really don't care after I explain something, sing while I'm trying to talk, act like they can't hear me (my mom swears she has this hearing problem, but she can hear me when I don't want to do something), and forget what I tell them after I've explained it tons of times.

Yet, I have to listen to them and if I don't then there's something wrong with me or I get snapped at or called such I'm an awful person because of it.

Then they wonder why I've stopped talking to them and have focused on trying to get out for grad school. It might be scary, but I think I can do it.

I just get tired of expecting to listen to others when no one wants to listen to me.

Except my grandma and uncles, they're one of the few reasons I haven't done anything drastic. :/
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This is going to be long so I'm going to put it behind a cut!

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Writing wise I'm working on a bunch of original stuff including a Victorian romance story for this contest on Jukepop that's currently eating my brain because I'm always on the paranormal side of romance, but it's been pretty fun. I have Marvel ideas and joined the Marvel Bang, trying to keep up with my blog, and I still need to get everything set up. *sighs* But I am trying to make it so yeah!

Hope everything is well with you guys ^_^

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Let's just say that RL is not being very nice to me or my family so positive vibes and thoughts are welcomed. Or anything fluffy really of my characters, your characters, fanfics, anything.

I'll explain in time, but I would really appreciate it.

Thanks

<3

So...

Oct. 6th, 2014 03:49 pm
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I was told last weekend that I shouldn't be depressed because my generation hasn't grown up in a war like WW2 or something big like The Great Depression I guess I'm cured now! All my problems like the recession, my student debt, the fact that I didn't get a chance to grieve properly is all gone! Not to mention the suicidal thoughts I had shouldn't ever come back because of the year I was born in!

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...People are great sometimes aren't they?

I had the weirdest weekend where I felt numb and I hadn't felt like that in a long time. So tell me something happy that happened to you or something happy you want to happen for one of my characters! I think that would help because you know my depression is now gone because of this realization.

I just keep loving people...

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